Pls look at my good and not my bad.

Treating someone nice, good have always been my forte. And I always love seeing people ard me happy. Maybe last time was only specifically for the person I love. Now, I spread it to all.. Friends, family, love.

I like seeing people happy because I felt happy too. But treating everyone nicely ain't a good thing as well. Because some people takes things for granted and eventually thinks that you ought to do it for him/her. Good intention in the end became a habit..

Sometimes I just wonder does it pays to be a 好人？ all mankind are selfish.. They only rem the bad about you when they are not getting any benefits from you. No one actually appreciate what you done before, just one mistake, you gotta pay for everything.

Let's take ultimate for example. You assisted, you lay out, you put on a good D. But once you threw one point away, ppl don't rem what you've done previously and only rem that particular bad point. So, you see.. All your previous effort went down the drain. Tts how sad life is.

What I truly felt is, even if you are mad over that particular bad point, you should open your heart and look at the bigger picture. Be appreciative for what someone can do for you. I know is easy to say it now. But when things goes bad, no one actually able to do it.

That is why I should sought god's faith and forgiveness. But I'm glad that sometime when I think back, all I rem are the good memories.

I really hope this time round I don't screw up this rs. I'm ain't perfect.. But I hope that if one day when I did something bad, you will look back at things that I'm good at. Things I sacrificed.

I will try to be the best i can.

"love is not what you build at the beginning, but what you build till the end."

This road is a long one. But for as long as I can, I will try to be my best because I want you to be the happiest man in the world! :D