Forgive and forget

Forgiveness and forgetting is probably the hardest virtue to attain.

I am trying to be give my blessing to him. I really ought to.. After all, he's really happy now. But having say that, the sourness still exists. Not that I still feel for him but just the feeling of unfairness. Perhaps he learnt from the rs of ours. I envy the girl who has the current him now. Happiness and bliss are what I see on their faces.

Yes, I cried. Happy? Sad? I don't know, it's just mixture of everything. Even though many people told me his life has nothing more to deal with me, I'm still very much concern. After all, we been so in love once.. For 5 yrs.. He's always there with me.

This is gonna be the last post talking about him. Because I can really see myself totally outta of the picture. I really hope belle can gives him the 幸福 that I failed to give. And at the same time, I will be very very very 幸福 too..

I will strive to be a better person.. :D
Very much I wanted to bring myself to hate him.. I can't do it. So, I'm gonna give my blessing. 要永远快乐喔！：）

Maybe without Hh by my side, I could never do it. Because I have my happiness too.