Live for yourself or live for others?

I feel like writing down what i felt at this moment. A sudden surge of emptiness. Not that i'm displease with my life but just wondering what's the purpose of living.

Do i live for others or live for myself? It's contradicting. I need friends, family and love to support me in my life and vice versa. But at the end of the day, do i really live cause i need them or i live so that i support them? It's abit confusing here but i don't know how to exactly word them. I can said that my life is almost perfect now.. Too perfect that i just feel like being stagnant. But you and me know, the world is always moving and if you stop, no one would actually stop for you. That's reality. You gotta move on. You gotta be independent. No one likes people to be too dependent on them. It becomes a burden, liability.

I am tired.. tired of trying to be independent when i need people to support. Trying to be strong when i know i am weak. Trying to be brave when i am timid. Trying to be optimisstic. Trying to be confident.

I know i shouldn't be this way. Cause many people love me because of the false front that i am. But for once just let me rant it out.

I promise, i will be alright.