my career

Met up with Corrine and Stephanie today. We shopped a little before settling down at the starbucks for some causal chit chat session. In the end it turned out to a talk whereby career comes into the picture. I didn't realised that my job was so stagnant till they talked about many other stuffs. It suddenly occurred to me that i'm doing a job that is so routine that i got so used to. There's no acheivement, no challenges.. Just me and my usual routine shiftwork.

Now come to think about it, i could actually work as a sales engineer too. But since i'm studying.. I guess all these thoughts can just brush it aside. Let's just wait till my result it out.

I thought all these while i wanted to study to be an engineer but now i am not certain. I am a lost sheep wandering around looking for a nice place to settle down but i'm always having this thinking that the grass is greener on the other side .

I really really don't know what i want.. I felt helpless.

It's time like this.. i felt i'm useless.

No one can help me except myself.. Why do i feel as if i never plan for my future? For 22 years... What have i been doing? Why didn't i plan for my future? Why am i like this?