it's really hard to please everyone. no matter what my decision is bound to haf an negative effect. i've no choice, left or right, someone will be hurt. jus like wat chinese says, shou chang is rou shou bei ye shi rou. how exactly do u tin im feeling right now? im definately nt the kind of friend that will nt break a single promise but i would be one that try my best to keep promises. watever it is, im in the wrong, and im really truely sorry to you. i know all these craps wouldnt help much, but still i hope i could redeem myself cuz i really care. at least the thoughts to explain everything. all of u are my friends, and yes, i love all of you.

am i really overlooking at certain stuff? when i asked for opinons, it meant that i need some solution. it maybe some peanuts in your eyes, but i see it as precious jewl. i need your loving concern at times, i might get angry over small matters but it shows i care. do you know that?