i din realise tt i haven been bloggin.. perhaps, im jus lazy to pen down my thoughts or my usual boring attachment work. yea, im gonna say this umpteen times, i do testing everyday and there's nth special bout my work. getting quite use to it already. every morning waking up at 6 am and getting ready for work. 3 more months to tahan and i'll get my dipolma cert. hahas.

this week is like a very tiring week for me, cuz i haven got much slp lately due to some personal matters. or shld i say i cant slp. dun ask me to close my eyes and count sheeps cuz i know it wont works. anyway, im gonna be stronger. i know it's like for a long period of time where i shut myself away from all my friends but hopefully it still nt too late. im jus getting lazier and cant be bother attitude. out of sudden, i feel so lost. my life becomes so meaningless and dull. but i've no choice but to accept it and carry on. who knows how much tears i shed in the middle of the nite? the tears will lessen every single day till my memory fails me. i wish him all the best.

=( steph on MC tml. hais, leaving mi alone in the cold testing lab.

hey hey, teresa if u reading, remb ar, next week our date. =) hehe. see u sooon.