Wednesday, January 09, 2013

#6

Ytd went to visit eeboon's mum at nuh before training. A whole lot of us went down wanting to pray for her together with Ee boon.

She was in the special room where she laid there motionlessly with a full faced oxygen mask. Her breathing is so hard that her body moved gradually with it. We went in two by two as we were too big a group. Me n Brenda went in tgether and I laid the paper crane origami that I folded hoping that would bring some blessing to her, onto the table. Too bad, the sunflower couldn't be inside. Would wish the colors brighten the mood a lil. At least cheer the family up a bit.

Seeing how strong Ee boon was, makes me feel that nth right now that I'm gg through is tough enough. He's putting up a strong front for all of us and deep don I knew he's being strong so that his dad can have someone to fall back on.

Throughout the visit, my tears were debating. It was hanging right in that corner, I struggled to keep my emotion to myself becos if the son can be strong why am I even crying? Who am I anyway.

I struggled all the way till I reached the field after that. I broke down into tears like a baby. I couldn't rem when was the last I cried. But yay, it was really disheartening and heartbreaking scene.

I hope eeboon will stay strong like he always is :)

God bless the family with strength to see through this!

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