Dilemma

And so I made it to AOUC team. Now I'm stuck in between. To go or not to?

It would prolly be the highest tourney level I'm playing after all these yrs. But am I really at that standard? More hardwork and effort will be needed to be at trg. Do I have such luxury of time? If I'm really going, this would probably be my last intense games.

There are other priorities that I ought to be doing and putting time into.. I'm, afterall, no longer young.

It's sucha difficult Decision to make. And I hate to be in such situation.

Till den...