MUO with Nus over the weekend. I would say it was a disappointment for myself, not the team. Fitness wasn't there, not able to do anything to contribute made me feel like I had just picked up ultimate. It was really sad to see myself stagnant for this long, and perhaps downhill for me.
I still want to fight hard on the field. There are many things not achieved yet. From starting ultimate in NYP, to joining the knights family and then to Nus, it's been at least 5yrs or so. There's UPs and DOwns throughout, but in the end I still stayed on. Be it for friends/myself.. I really see the need to improve.
This year.. I set my goal. And hopefully I will be there. Winning or losing really doesn't matter to me anymore, but enjoying and playing my best is the utmost important.
Speaking which, I no longer feel sad when someone leaves. Those who stayed are the true fighters. The grass is always greener on the other side. And this is a natural instinct. Everyone wants the best for themselves. This is the ugly truth that not everyone wished to expose.
Can you accept the truth? Or do you prefer the beautiful lies? For me? I like the ugly truth, at least it's the true side of you.
Special term is really a breather but I guess I'm overly relaxed. Time to stay focus! Don't judge me if you don't know me.
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