Love to be me...

I'm quite pleased with my result for this semester. School is starting already. And I am anticipating the stress level that i am going through this semester. 3 killer modules! But whatever it is, i am gonna take them down no matter what. :) For myself, my family, friends i will do all i can to complete my degree. I really hope i wouldn't disappoint those who cast their hope on me, my mum, my siblings. I will do them proud!

School aside, went back to watch POL-ITE on Saturday. Once again, NYP achieved that championship. Seeing them play makes me feel so wanting to be part of the very much bonded team again. I guess it's hard to be able to achieve such team ever again. During poly phase, everyone is new to the sport, everyone is young and innocent, and with great coach, everything just fall into place. All players just have to play their heart out and all other things aside. I envy such playing style because i know club level, university level, everyone has their own thinking. And some people just refused to listen based on their experience. It feels really sad when the team doesn't work together as one.

Gonna miss quite a few trainings this month, i hope i doesn't de-prove. Time really flies. It's August already. And soon 2010 will come to an end. I think time always pass by when you are busy with activities and when you're enjoying. I really hope time will slow it down for me.

Birthday will be in another month time.. Totally not expecting it this time round. I feel so old, 23 yrs old and still not yet a graduate. Girls at my age are all probably grads and working already. Though i am working too, it's still different. I really don't wish to grow old. When you grow older, need to worry about the wrinkles coming out, worry about not able to get marry and become old hag, worry about not able to have money for house, kids. There are just too many worries. HAHA! See, this is another problem with aging ( NAGGING NON STOP) LOL!

Seriously, i know many of you are asking me what i want for my birthday this year. And my answer is nothing. I am happy with what i have now. And perhaps the only thing i really want to have is to be happy forever, and also people around me to be happy. Seeing everyone ( especially those who hold significant values to me) to be happy probably is the happiest thing for me now. Because i believe when someone who you love, like is happy, automatically you can feel the happiness too. Maybe you think where got people like that one, stop acting noble. But that's what i really felt. But of cause i know you guys gonna have headache trying to get present for me so probably those that really want, can do me some hand made stuffs. I adore handicraft stuffs because they are probably the only one exists in the world and how much effort that you're willingly to put into. But even if you don't do it for me, I'm sure i meant a lot to you. I know who truly love, care, like me. (:

Alright, i got to hit the bed already and get prepare for ... i can't mention it right now. Wait till the time is ripe. goodnight people!