9th August.. National day.. Wanted to catch the fireworks but in the end never get to watch because there are way too many people and to avoid the human traffic, the best way is stay away from it.
Even though I watch the fireworks numerous time before with the ex and was bored over it after seeing countless time, I don't know why I craved for it this time. Maybe because it feels different watching with someone else. I wanted to create memories.
At times, i still wonders what exactly did I do wrong for previous r/s? Seeing how he treats the girl now just makes me feel more hatred for him. Maybe because we were together for way too long and many things trigger the thoughts of him. Having to say that I can't actually befriend with him anymore. It's really quite sad that we are not even friends anymore. HAHA!
Till today, I worry that I get too sticky, I get too reliant, I become burden. Therefore, I refrain myself from doing many things. I keep myself back so that I wouldn't be hurt just in case. But I HATE it this way..
Whatever it is, I will just suck it up! Because man only learnt it the hard way. I am a strong girl and I can do it on my own:)
Happy birthday Singapore!
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