I been through many situations that taught me not to be nice to certain people. But somehow in the end I still let my guts down and tried to please people. I merely wished that there's no need for acting and no barrier between each and everyone which I called them friends. Be it acquaintance, close friends or what.. Hving to meet and know each other it's fate. And I will therefore value everyone.
But I'm not a saint. I have feelings too. At point of time, when I felt being taken advantages of, I felt really bad and start getting angry and pissed over it. But those who knows me well enough, they know my anger doesn't last that long and I will start being nice all over again.
However, things just keep repeating it's history. Does some people really don't worth people to care for? I will tend to look at their good sides and start thinking for them. But why can't they just be alittle more considerate and spare some thought for us?
Is this world only gonna accept the bad people.. People who polished others' arse.. People who voice out or don't bother about anything other things will win the battle. Is this what the world really becoming into? Or am I really just too naive?
Hh said only be nice to people who worth you caring for. But I want to care for everyone. Or maybe I'm just being too busybody. But wells, being nice is always at the losing end.
I just need to accept that not everyone is that nice..! And most of the people in the world only cares about themselves.
I pity my da jie, another victim being 好人没好报!but I'm sure 好人去到哪里都会讨人欢喜的!
But I still will slowly learn from all my mistakes. Only treat people who are appreciative and worth me doing for! If one day u realize I didn't initiate a talk to you.. Probably, you are one of those I am trying to stop letting your emotions or attitude affects me.
Time to face the real world..!
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