All else is fated (:

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The next paper i will having is next wednesday 5th May and then last paper on the 8th.

It's a week away but i haven got the time to study at all. I'm gonna work 5 days straight thurs-mon. No time at all. It's time like that that i just feel like quitting my job and concentrate studying. I find it so hard to cope with having no annual leave left for the year, having to swop and returning them seems difficult. Sigh!

Seriously if i were to work part time would it have been better? Just like what i used to be like in poly days. Study, and giving tuition. It seemed more flexible and less stressful except the part where i have lesser money. But then, since i'm studying part time i could perhaps work more than before which will gives more money as well? I seriously dont know is this gonna work. I don't dare to take this step, cause i know sometimes i acted in impulse. But then again, life is seriously so good now. Even though the stress level is there, i enjoyed studying.

Anyway, yesterday ben called asking me whether i'm interested in Shanghai which makes me even want to quit my job so badly. Is like i have no leave to gooooooo..... But then without the work, i would probably 100% forgo the shanghai because there's no way i can get that amount of money. The squad that's interested looks pretty strong, and having to hear what ben said just makes me want to go so badly! DK needs to improve and not stagnant at this level. We need to bring intensity and higher level in so that the younger ones will look proud in us.

GOSH! i'm super in dilema. And i think his presence doesnt affect my life anymore! :) finallly... OKAYY abit random but seriously all this happens for a reason.

We were just not meant to be. I wished you all the best from the bottom of my heart. And maybe someday we could still talk as a friend.

And and and and i think i'm ready to accept someone else into my life.....

:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)