I realised all these while i didn't move on. I stalked him on fb since December. My anger lasted for only a month, but my ego stopped me further. I remember him having posted some mayday videos. I wasnt really sure if they were posted for me but i just don't want to be the one who initiate the first move again.



But as time goes by... he stopped playing mafia wars, stopped playing bejeweled..

He starts hanging out... and this is when i realised... things are changing... seeing that someone slowly gets closer to him.. from just a normal friend, to someone who can be alone with him. People told me things and seeing myself just let me start making assumption again. Maybe that someone can bring him happiness and not me. I realise how happy he is with his life now... and i'm finally outta his life. It's cruel to see how fast people can really move on...

I deleted him away as my friend and so is that group of friends. Because it hurts seeing him moving on and being so happy. Time will prove whether you really love me.. or maybe to you... 4 yrs is nothing afterall. But i just want you to know... I'm sorry for all the things i did to anger you. I was childish and foolish afterall.

I will stop looking at your perfect life now. I will move on... But this time i will be true to myself. I want independence. or maybe when you realise how much i actually meant to you that worth us fighting hard together again.

Time will show everything but time will change everything as well.