I finally gotten the answer. Seeing that kind of answer was heart breaking. For a moment I lost my senses again. But looking at it I thought what he said was true. He don't feel the same anymore. But I'm sure of how I feel if not I won't b feeling the heartaches and cried numerous times knowing that it's not gonna be the same anymore.
My heart still long for you.. But I guess all explaination won't helps anymore. I can only blame myself for being stupid. Doing all the acts trying to get ur attention and ended up hurting the both of us. I deserve such outcome.
From now I will be truthful to myself and stop trying to be a childish girl who think for herself. Stop assuming and don't act a brave front because guys won't think like what girls think.
I will move on and be what I used to be. The Connie that you once so loved in.. Just that I'm not hoping to b with you anymore... Time will shows how one can change n b strong.
I WILL BE STRONG......
It's so coincident that we started on 9/9 and a proper ending on 18/2. everything is fated. 99 & 18 will forever b something meaningful to me.
I hope you find your happiness cuz for me I live in regrets which I felt really painful. Sorry for only to try so hard nw. If only I realise it earlier.. And put down that stupid ego of mine. Everything is too late.. Never the same again...
I still love you like what I used to be. Pls don't doubt my love. At least tts what still stays with me for now.
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Never regret your previous decisions for they are decided at that point of time when you think it is right. You can't tell the future and you can never tell from the future whether a decision is right or wrong when you are making it. Don't live in regrets when it has already passed. Live in the present and look to the future. You might realise that it's the right thing to do in the future. ;-)
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