Friday, July 24, 2009

when L-O-V-E doesn't feel love anymore.......

Sometime i hate myself.

Why must i suffer silently?

Why must i swallow my pride and feel that i'm in the wrong?

Why am i treated like that?

Why am i stupid?

Why am i doing all these things?

I do my best to make things happy yet one action from you dampen everything.

I hate to give in until the extend of giving up.

Seriously, i really have enough. Others may see us happy and loving but i guess all that are just visually images that i created. When will all that i dream of and expectation from you be real? Just because i love you doesn't mean you can do whatever you want. Love shouldn't be like this. Loving like this is far too tiring till i don't feel like loving anymore.

If one day, i were to be gone. Will you be missing me? Will you be searching for me?

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