My bf said that I'm being put on a spell or curse. Cause i felt my mind not within myself.
While working just now, i couldn't focus. My hands, legs were running about doing all the analysis but my mind seemed to be somewhere. And the worse thing is i don't know what am i thinking at all. Like as if my spirit lost in somewhere.
I think/might/need/want to see a psychologist. There are something really very amiss in me! My brain keeps dreaming of what kind of future i want to live in. And this alone is causing me headache. I know future lies in our own hands and perhaps, god do help. But i'm so fickled minded that nothing is done.
Is money significant to you? Yes! From young i have been taught money can gives you everything including happiness. You wouldn't know how bad it feels when you only have $1 in your bank and you couldn't even afford to take a bus ride. This is how bad it was back in the past. With money, i can buy whatever i want without feeling pain. With money, i can give to my siblings without feeling heartache. With money, i can have my happiness!
I want a big house and a big car together with my boy.
When can i stop all these from haunting me?
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