Thursday, April 23, 2009

I'm trying.

I was drenched when on the way back on my brother's bike. It just pour heavily without warning. And it was really cold and my brother can still wear his singlet. I felt that he was shivering but there was nothing i could do but to try rubbing his arms to keep him warm.

And when i saw people in cars passing us having that kind of look on their faces. If only i can earn more and afford a car, then i could send my brother home without feeling cold. When will that day arrive? Sigh! Luckily bi bi went straight home after training if not will be caught in the rain too.

My off day tommorow and i'm going to see blessie and go for a swim with my er jie. And try cooking some new things for my boy. Anyway, KL trip is confirmed,baby and me will be flying most likely on thurs 21 or 22 may? Thought could go genting with him, but have to take so many days leave. :( After this KL trip also don't know when's the next vacation liao. The last time i went oversea was phuket for a week. I can feel HONGKONG air from here. Corrine, don't worry i will go with you but just not now.

Make your decision yourself because you wont regret or will learn from failure. If you make decision based on others' opinion, you will blame and is not a courage step of your own. I think it's time for me to grow and stop comparing with others. Plus i should live a life of my own and not living in others' shadow. Just do what i feel like and not asking for opinions. Too many cooks spoil the soup. I'm trying. (:

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