For the first time in my ultimate career, i gotten our first champion in beach. hip hip hurray! But i'm not very satisfied with my performance. Though i didn't stand out from all the play, i did do my best defending people. And after the game, i reflected. Many told me that maybe it was because that the passion i had was no longer there. I seriously don't know. One moment i feel like piang my ass off the field, the other moment i feel lazy and doesn't want to train. Tell me what should i do?
Last time i was full of confident of myself. Now, when comes to critical game or point i tend to shrink. I got no courage to face my enemies. Maybe i know i couldn't outbeat them or perhaps i afraid that i would be a burden than an asset. Ben suggested that i need a long break and come back stronger, but haven't i been resting enough? How long did i actually slack off already? 2 frigging years yet still no improvement seen. I want my old self back!
But i'm really happy that we won, by universal point. My baby and me, our first beach ultimate champion. And i thought my baby really did a good job today. Having so so many lay out Ds. He made my heart beat faster seeing him put in his 100%. He's so charming, no wonder i love him that much. Minus the part that when he remarked on my play style cause i felt a little down everytime he tried to teach me things. That's why bf and gf cannot play in same team. haha.
Alright, i need to slp now. working later. Will upload photos soon.
GOOD JOB PER LAST STICK!!! AND MY DEAREST KILO LIMA <3
Last time i was full of confident of myself. Now, when comes to critical game or point i tend to shrink. I got no courage to face my enemies. Maybe i know i couldn't outbeat them or perhaps i afraid that i would be a burden than an asset. Ben suggested that i need a long break and come back stronger, but haven't i been resting enough? How long did i actually slack off already? 2 frigging years yet still no improvement seen. I want my old self back!
But i'm really happy that we won, by universal point. My baby and me, our first beach ultimate champion. And i thought my baby really did a good job today. Having so so many lay out Ds. He made my heart beat faster seeing him put in his 100%. He's so charming, no wonder i love him that much. Minus the part that when he remarked on my play style cause i felt a little down everytime he tried to teach me things. That's why bf and gf cannot play in same team. haha.
Alright, i need to slp now. working later. Will upload photos soon.
GOOD JOB PER LAST STICK!!! AND MY DEAREST KILO LIMA <3
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