Recently, the marriage topic was all around me. People started asking me when am i getting married, do i have plans? I'm only 21 going on to 22 this year and people start to assume that i should get marry.
Yes, i know me and him have been together for 4 yrs. We do have our plans. He did mention about marriage, proposal and many. I do feel blissed, happy and loved. I would be glad that one day i would call him my husband and me, his wife. This is something we looked forward to.
But ask me whether i'm ready for it? I felt i'm not ready. There are still too many dreams yet to fulfill and many things will be affected if i do get marry like now. Marriage ain't something that can play with, it's a life time. I want the best for the both of us. Therefore, education and work should come first.
My mummy is so wrong when he asked my boy not to study first. Just because my mum's customers telling her tales about studying so much also no use. WTH. They fucking hell gonna ruin my life. Come on la! Who doesn't know that having a degree cert is significant? Plus that life that we're gonna to live in, I'm not going to listen to her.
For now, marriage seemed distant to me. And if one day i were to get married, i wouldn't want a tradition wedding dinner. That simply is a waste of money, maybe just a buffet lunch by the pool side for our friends and relatives. But i still want to put on the nicest bride gown like these:
And i wished for a surprising proposal. Like standing on the tallest building and shout: "would you like to marry me? Be with me till our hair turn white and death do us apart" Hehs. A big hint to you, my boy. =P
Yes, i know me and him have been together for 4 yrs. We do have our plans. He did mention about marriage, proposal and many. I do feel blissed, happy and loved. I would be glad that one day i would call him my husband and me, his wife. This is something we looked forward to.
But ask me whether i'm ready for it? I felt i'm not ready. There are still too many dreams yet to fulfill and many things will be affected if i do get marry like now. Marriage ain't something that can play with, it's a life time. I want the best for the both of us. Therefore, education and work should come first.
My mummy is so wrong when he asked my boy not to study first. Just because my mum's customers telling her tales about studying so much also no use. WTH. They fucking hell gonna ruin my life. Come on la! Who doesn't know that having a degree cert is significant? Plus that life that we're gonna to live in, I'm not going to listen to her.
For now, marriage seemed distant to me. And if one day i were to get married, i wouldn't want a tradition wedding dinner. That simply is a waste of money, maybe just a buffet lunch by the pool side for our friends and relatives. But i still want to put on the nicest bride gown like these:
And i wished for a surprising proposal. Like standing on the tallest building and shout: "would you like to marry me? Be with me till our hair turn white and death do us apart" Hehs. A big hint to you, my boy. =P
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