Hoho.. I just realised my blog hit the 10000. So cool. I like to see the many figures.
Today had a scrimmage against the team going Hongkong. We won 9-7, but I'm not feeling a single bit of happiness. Reason being I'm didn't do a good job again. I knew why i have been playing badly for so so long since last year after representing Singapore in Taiwan. It was due to my own thinking, finding excuses to cover up my mistakes and not trying to overcome it. My confidence level dropped everytime i couldn't reach the standard that i used to be. I want to play well each time on court but i never, in actually fact, face the problems and find the solution. All i do is tell myself i will do well the next time. This is FUCKING BULLSHIT. I need to change if i want improvement. I will stop finding excuses and buck up, i swear!
Hey ultimate peeps, pls rant at me if i do wrong. Pls give me a chance to learn just like day one. I don't want to be look down anymore, i want people to fear me on the court, and i truly meant every single word that i posted here. Just that let me arrange my time and schedule. If there's still no improvement shown perhaps, i should just bid goodbye to ultimate forever. Come on people, i need support and concern.
Sorry for being so emotional again but today game was totally so off. For my one mistake, i let the opponent score, when actually my brother was helping me and i shouted him on court. Dui Bu Qi. I really need to be slap on the face. Hai.
Economic in crisis, so am i. I am so stuck. I've got the feeling to play ultimate again.
Today had a scrimmage against the team going Hongkong. We won 9-7, but I'm not feeling a single bit of happiness. Reason being I'm didn't do a good job again. I knew why i have been playing badly for so so long since last year after representing Singapore in Taiwan. It was due to my own thinking, finding excuses to cover up my mistakes and not trying to overcome it. My confidence level dropped everytime i couldn't reach the standard that i used to be. I want to play well each time on court but i never, in actually fact, face the problems and find the solution. All i do is tell myself i will do well the next time. This is FUCKING BULLSHIT. I need to change if i want improvement. I will stop finding excuses and buck up, i swear!
Hey ultimate peeps, pls rant at me if i do wrong. Pls give me a chance to learn just like day one. I don't want to be look down anymore, i want people to fear me on the court, and i truly meant every single word that i posted here. Just that let me arrange my time and schedule. If there's still no improvement shown perhaps, i should just bid goodbye to ultimate forever. Come on people, i need support and concern.
Sorry for being so emotional again but today game was totally so off. For my one mistake, i let the opponent score, when actually my brother was helping me and i shouted him on court. Dui Bu Qi. I really need to be slap on the face. Hai.
Economic in crisis, so am i. I am so stuck. I've got the feeling to play ultimate again.
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