My life evolves around my boy,work and ultimate.

Now, i feel lost because my passion and love for ultimate is fading away. I can't stop it neither can i do something about it. It's once was a sport i fall deeply in love with, one that i will never forgo. And make me feel proud of. But now, the reason that made me love became the reason causing me to let go. It's heart aching, but i really find it hard to put myself back to as before. I can no longer be the girl that go all out for that flying disc. My 100% is long gone. To some place called FOREVER.

I hate to admit this but i gotten say.. Without ultimate, i have no more objectives, goals or achievement. Maybe its time i start cracking my head and bury myself into books again. Im 21 this yr and getting that white piece of paper would takes about 4 yrs which makes me 25. I'm so so old. I need to do some planning for my future.. eh.. i should say activate all my plannings before time just pass without me noticing.

First step is to start enrolling for the class. Accountancy or engineering? I'm still not certain.