The question is will you stay with your in law after you've married?

Is not being unreasonable not staying with your in law, different perspective i guess. I've my own point. I never have a happy family since at young age, so having one is significant to me. I always imagine how i want my future to be like... Married to the one i love. Have a few kids, our own apartment. Every Sunday, go to church together and enjoy the weekend together. That was a simple yet happy family i'm after. Just as simple as that. When will i have my dream come true?

Today was on MC and spend my day at baby's place. Baby cooked for me (: Went Ikea to look for inspiration on decorating his room. Supposed to start tidying the room together when reached home but baby's left eye was red and sored. So, in the end stopped the process and me, falling asleep on his bed. When i woke up was already night time. KFC for dinner and home sweet home.

Today is such a bad day, because i'm starting to doubt my future. I hoped things would change.