As some of my friends heard from me, i've decided to move out of the cold and no-warmness-family house. You bet i must be brave or stupid you might said, but i really could not tolerate with that old lady in my house. Every sentence she spoke concern about money, money and MONEY,simply nothing else. As i said, there's always a limit to everything. So what she is my mother? It doesn't gives her the right to abuse her authority and what's more she didn't have the quailty to be one. Those who knows me well should know what i have been through since secondary school life.

I know compared to those africa poor family, i'm fortunate and blessed but mind you, here is Singapore. I detest my mother when comes to money issue. I cant help it but to start yelling at her and arguing with her. When comes to family issue, i lose out, i have no proper family like a supporting mother and encouraging father to bring me up. How i wish i can be just like any one of you, asking money from parents when i need to. telling them how much i love them. It simply sucks! I'm blessed to have a few siblings to replace the fatherly and motherly love which brings me to what i am today. So, if you happen to see my mother don't think is her capability to bring us up. It's our independence that leads to what we are except for the school fee she paid. Sorry, i should say the school fee that i owe her. Everything she does, she expected us to repay her back. I mean you dont have to say it everytime cause we know it.

i'm now staying with my eldest sister at pasir ris. It's a little inconveinent for me to go work, that is why i'm intending to rent a room at the west side. However, the rental is quite a problem. Don't worry, i'll try to figure out something. These few days of my off day, i didn't manage to rest as i gotta help to look after my baby niece. She's getting cuter and cuter. Did i mention that i make her slp in my chest? heee. It's like a mission accomplished. =) She's just like a princess. Love her to the core!

Regarding work, i must say i feel bored and sick of having to work during weekends. I guess it would take some time for me to get use to it. New lab technician coming in on 21st. Hopefully, she can start shift soon so that i can return to 8 hrs shift again. =S Most probably will be in August. And i received recognition award from my company out of the blue. My lab manager was telling the GM that i learned things fast and all sort of good things. It really makes my day better. So, i had got 125 bucks extra in my pocket. hohoho. Hardwork pays off! phew. Bf and my da jie told me to keep the letter properly cause it will comes in handy if i wan to change company next time. Stephanie, when are you gonna intro me in? LOL. i miss working with you, and your company is so damn good. Cant resist it. haha.

Anyone want to ask me out? Pls ask in advance cause i need to schedule with my da jie so that there's someone to look after baby. I'm so bored over here. =(