I was having my dinner today with my team mate. And i really think god's passing message through one of my team mate, telling me He's there for me as usual. Showing me endless love no matter despite me not with him most of the time. MAYBE, is time i should go for services every sunday. My life is freaking in a mess and im sure god knows what's the best outcome for me.

Working wasn't so bad cause the people there is nice. Hais, but im in a dilemma whether to job hop to another company where they pay me better and of cause the benefits are much more better. It sucks to be struck thinking to go or not to. I wish i can be more decisive in this area.

Life sucks when you start to regret about certain things. Sometime, you didn't thought of the consequences doing this thing or doing that thing. After doing it, you realized that i shouldn't do it at that time or maybe you wished how nice it would be if i didn't do that. But you guys know exactly, YOU CANT TURN BACK TIME. That's where we see different kind of people. People that learned from it, and people who became devastated.

I guess i'm just the worst. loser in life.