Few yrs back, i am a girl who couldn't make myself devoted in a relationship. I wouldn't sacrifice nor give in to my bf. I wouldn't allow bf to shout or be irritated by me.

To this date, I've changed. I cried when we have tiffs, i made sacrifices, i gave in.

However, i hate myself to be in this state. I wouldn't want my bf to show attitude to me as if i am some fucking irritating arsehole.

Why would a guy raise his voice over small matter or is it you have got sick of seeing your girl?

Where's the sweet and soft tone i ever heard long before we got together?

Is it time that i should start considering is it a mistake to put your heart and soul in a relationship?

I could lecture friends to give up their bf if they mistreated them, is easy to say but to do it, i cant.

I want to have the courage once again. I'm not nobody wanted is because i only want u.

I can be back on my own.