God, Please give me a job that i desire.

I cant help it, life is getting so aimlessly and lifeless. At home, mum would just kept repeating herself at me: '' Study so much also cant get a job now, if study degree then no job waste my money ar!" I dont know whether it is because i heard this countless time from my mum that this mentally has started to trigger my fear. What if i really cant get a job? I'm like bumming around for at least 1 month or so. This had really made me scare which lead to me thinking of going to sign on POLICE, ARMY or whatever shit. JUST GIVE ME A DAMN JOB!

arghs, It seems like exxon mobil prefer male working as operation technician. I cant believe that till this century, male still overrule the female. What the hell man! I admit the males are stronger but that doesn't meant that we girls can't be as tough as them. I bet i can win some guys in terms of fittness, i swear i can do it! Challenge me if you want. I'm so pissed. My mum is telling me, this kinda job they wouldn't hire female because next time we pregnant then cannot climb here climb there liao. HAIS, to those that think so, go fucking clear your mindset. Ain't you came from your mummy's stomach? If it is so, why make us suffer for 9 mths and punish us for not getting a job that we wanted? GUYS can never experience the pain of being a Woman!!

arghs, i need a job if not i might go bonkers very soon. REAL SOON........