left out

for no reason, i felt so left out.

i feel so down. i feel noone care. noone bothers.

im jus me alone. all my fren are jus looking at me, nutshell. where noone truely care bout how am i feeling right now.

sigh, result gonna be out in a few hrs time. i cant tell u how exactly am i feeling right now. my mixed feelings.

9 person or shld i say smart ppl from my course are attached to Seraya. and they are gonna be pay for a thousand bucks. how fortunate are they. not forgetting to mention bout the 2 out of 5 lucky person gonna be interviewed at exxon mobile tml. they are gonna get gud pay as well. i guess hard work pays off afterall. i regretted not working doubly hard for that stupid few digits with decimal point (GPA).

hahas. my money is running so so low. it jus keep droppin and droppin.... and it is still droppin.
i need work. wanted to get ipod video in the first place but after thinking decided not to. kenneth took the offer instead. sad. IPOD...... so near yet so far.

going jurong island aint fun anymore. especially line tracing the plant. i hate purging, and simply hate the practical session. i hate my life now.