time flies.. i admitted im getting old. i dont enter those gifts shop(stuff toys etc) like i do in secondary sch times. i dun fancy the youngster stuff nowadays.

hais, though my semester had come to an end but i dun feel the excitement, no cheers no shouts no much relief. my mind is in concern of the attachment coming up. meaning i wont b in sch for tt period of time. thinking of gettin up early each day to travel allll the way to jurong turns mi off...

recently i've been pondering what will i be doin after i graduate. NIE or work? but if can i hope can get in NUS. hais. i doubt it. IF i go NIE, which means i cant continue something relevant to wat im studyin rite now. i love my course, and i wan to continue pursuing. IF i start working, i would like to work at those chemical industry making capsules, tablets. mayb petrol industry sound good as well. most importantly,they pay well. hahas.

all the IFs... make mi in deep thoughts. so here come indecisive part of connie. dont know the priority. what should i choose?