i cried this morning. after the deep conversation with my sisters. i felt so sorry for being sucha me.

some ppl slog their life for more money but in end the money aint still enuff. i think its time for mi to start to b a little more thrifty and save up.

this world is so materialistic. employers hired ppl with higher qualification, ur mother wan a rich daughter or son in law. wat's da world bcuming into?

im so pessimistic. i dread tt my future will b in the worst state tt i had ever plan. i reali wish i can b a grad so tt i bring my family proud. i wana prove to many tt i can do it. and most importantly give my mom a better life.

i noe tt at times i whin bout how my life is with tt kind of family but now to think bout it, i feel so apologetic towards things i said in anger. my mum is the best, even though my dad abandoned us. she still manages to bring us up. thou i can say she got a weird way of bringin us. but trust mi, i will make her proud.

the tendency to prove is urging mi.