Don't feel right. Don't feel good. If I treat you well, I expect you treat me well too. Or maybe I shouldn't even have such expectations. I just feel injustice. And I don't know what the future will be like.....

Today I'm feeling alil emotional. Don't ask me why, I just feel sad. I blame it on my period.

Been blogging a lot on dayre but somehow, that place is too open? Idk how to put it though here is equally the same?

Anyway, the trigge point of me being emo probably because of money? I don't know why every month I'm struggling to make ends meet. I believe i am not a big spender which make things worse cuz every time I tried thinking where did my money go? But I can't see it.

Last time have never felt this way before? Now with so many commitments, future house, wedding etc naturally tend to feel more stress when I spend on necessary things. To the extend that I dun even feel like spending a dollar for my daily essential- teh haha. I love drinking teh in the morning.

So now I try cutting on it cuz it can actually save quite abit. I think that's where all my money went, the small small thingy like food drink. Usually when I dine out with my bro.. I will just pay for them or even tabao food that my mummy likes. Not trying to be stingy but need to watch where my spending went is really quite torturous. Sigh!

There are so many wants but I don't see myself having them.. I Duno how others do it, I envy them. Not comparing but really felt sad when I cannot achieve certain things. Oh well...

Enough ranting, will be better tmr I guess:)